Reconnecting with Lilliana
Join me on this heartfelt journey as I reach out to my amazing daughter Lilliana as we navigate life with unconditional love
Join me on this heartfelt journey as I reach out to my amazing daughter Lilliana as we navigate life with unconditional love
The day she was born, was the happiest day of my life. I dressed her like a doll, at four years old she had 17 stuffed animal dogs, and she had each name, character, and voice memorized. Her favorite was Napoleon and I rescued him more times than I can count. She would tell me, I shine like the sun.
We share a great love that is pure and unconditional. There is nothing in the world I would not do for her. There were times the mama bear in me fought blindly in an attempt to appear strong when she really just needed to see my human side. It was a difficult balance. I have grown into the person I am today because of her life and love. No matter what, I want her to know she can come to me for anything. My biggest wish is for one of her amazing hugs.
My dream is to give her the support to heal and build her dreams. To feel heard and help any way I can. I wish to be unconditional in every way but fierce in my show of respect and care for her wishes. I want to be there for her wedding day and spoil my grandchildren if that’s the life she chooses. I want to be the person she calls when she’s had a hard day or life seems unfair. I want to cook all her favorite foods and be the mom I didn’t know how to be when I was younger. I pray I get that chance.
My funny diva queen! She has the best sense of humor and is genius at picking names and giving animals voices. She got that from me.
Everyone loves her. Her uncle Jake has always been one of the kindest souls on Earth. He is friends with Adele! She loved singing Adele songs. Our family has had ups and downs but we are fun and we are never angry long. Laughing is our love language.
Lilli and Judah grew up together. His mom is my best friend and when we were in our 20’s we shared an apartment and gave the kids the room. We called it 2 mommas in a living room and we had lots of dance parties with the kids. We became leaders in our fields and focus on helping others heal from trauma and live in our dream neighborhoods.
Lilli has the biggest heart and roots for the underdog because of her caring nature. I’m so excited for her to reconnect because we have such a rich history I knew little about. I learned about our Native American roots and discovered our lineage back to the 1600s.
I live in Laguna Beach just one block from our favorite beach she grew up going to. Everything is exactly as it should be and caused us to become the people we are now. But I don’t want to let go of any more days without her love and hugs. The ultimate dream would be to help other people with a story like ours so they can live their best lives because that is the best medicine!
I feel her energy every day and I wish for her to see the vibrant future ahead. We share a heart bond that no force could destroy. We are one! I never stopped loving her and will never stop trying to find her but all my efforts are currently being blocked. My love knows no end.
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